Friday, October 27, 2006

Pondering things that make you go hmmmm...

One of those things for me is: You have a mother who goes nuts, suicidal even...DSS gets called in....They take the child from the mother, says he is going to a "Safe Home"...He will have No contact with the mother until the situation gets straightened out...A few days later you find out that said child had contact with the mother the whole week-end...The system didn't protct him from being brainwashed....Hmmmmmm...

Why is it that when it rains, my kids act possessed? Hmmmmmm....

What about this....The new movie coming out is about being flushed down the toilet, and has singing turds? WTF is up with that anyways?

Rain, Rain, go away.....

What a lovely day we are having today...It is raining...And it is supposed to rain all day and all night....I am making pizza for dinner to night for the girls, I figured it would cool...We are also going to watch "Independence Day" with Will Smith in it...The girls have seen it once already, and that's all they keep talking about...I hope I can get them in bed at their regular time...I am tired already and it's still afternoon...Must be the crappy ass weather we are having that is making me tired...

My honey called, and I had to call him back...We got to talk for about 25 minutes...I had to tell him about the houses that I found that are for sale..The only problem is that they are up in Sanford which is about 45 minutes from between here and Raleigh....That is one of the pluses....If we are closer to Raleigh, then it will be easier for him to commute...I found a 4 bedroom 2.5 bath hosue for 155,000...You can't beat that...Especially for a house that big...Around here that house would be over 200,000...

Well...It is almost time to go and get the girls from school...

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Pilates is for the Birds!!

I just did 30 minutes of Denise Austin's Pilates for Everybody!! I am whipped!! Aislinn gave up after 5 minutes, but I hung in there for 30 of the 45 minutes!! I know I am goig to be sore tomorrow, but I have to start getting toned up and in shape because Noland and I are going to go to the Med, just don't know if we are going to go to Italy, Spain, or Sicily....Decisions, decisions...

I just hope I can stay Motivated enough to do the Pilates every other day!!

Sexual Attraction....

I am writing this after having a conversation the other night with one of my friends...It started because Noland emailed me a couple of pictures of himself, nothing Lewd though...And he has that "Look" in his eyes, you know the "Look", the "I want to do you right now" look...And everytime I see that particular picture, I just want to lick my screen...I feel the power of that "Look" through my computer, and it makes my insides go crazy...But anyways...My friend and I were talking and I told her about the pics and she said it was cool to hear How much I love this man...And that I am still so Attracted to him...I mean, How HOT is this Man? Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting He is so Yummy~!! I can't get enough of him....It's hard to believe that even after being together for 7 years now, he still has that kind of power over me...Of course, who wouldn't want to be the man that can bring you to orgasm 3 or 4 times in a row? There was one time when I had 12, but that only happened the one time....These days when he is home, its more like 2 or 3, but that's because they are so intense that i can't handle more than that many...He has a way with is tongue too, and he also knows the "Combo" to my lock which makes it easy for him...
My friend doesn't have that same feling toward her husband, she loves him and eerything, but she just doesn't have that Attraction to him...I don't get it...Whenever Noland is around, I can feel the pheronomes...I have another friend who is also married, but HATES to have sex with her husband, what is the point of being Married if you HATE having sex with your Husband? Sex is a BIG part of my marriage, but not the only part....I Love Noland with all my heart...I miss the hell out of him too...I am looking forward to seeing him in a few more months...Then I can do the things to Noland that I dream can only doing about now....

Saturday, October 14, 2006

Being sick Sucks so bad....

Especially if you have noone there to help you get the day to day crap done...I am on day 2 of being sick with some virus, and my house isn't in too bad shape..McLaine has been pretty good at helping me out...I had to cancel Kiera's Parent Teacher Conference yesterday because I could barely stand...I probably shouldn't have been driving either, but someone had to go and get them from school...When we got home, I laid down on the couch and dozed off...Poor Peyton...She was missing momma because she kept laying on me, and bringing toys to me...

I some how managed to make them dinner, even if it was only pizza...I had contemplated having one delievered, but noone delivers out this way...

I wish my inlaws werent' such assholes sometimes...Or else I would have called them to maybe come and get the girls, but alas...They are busy helping Noland's Loser brother like they always do...He needs more help than I do..Oh well...

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

Sad today....

While I had fun up in PA this past week-end, my day was shot around 4pm this afternoon when Noland called to tell me he won't be able to come home for Christmas...The girls are all upset about it too...Mickey was crying and now Aislinn is in my bedrrom crying about it...All I want to do is cry too, but I have to be the stron one, I am not allowed a breakdown...This just sucks...

I guess we will boycott the holidays because I see no point of celebrating when i have no family here to celebrate with...My parents are in Ak, my bro is in NY...So whats the point? I am tired of having to deal with Noland's family at Holiday time because they are a bunch of Assholes...I dont want to be with them, I want to be with Noland and share them with him...We didnt get to last year...he missed the baby's 1st christmas and now he is going to miss her 2nd one too...Pisses me off...

I dont want to post about it on my board because I dont want them to feel bad for me..There have been enough Whoa is me posts from me about missing Noland and stuff...I guess I need to call my mom...noland did say I could buy her a plane ticket to fly here, although I doubt she would...I havent had Christmas with my parents in 6 years...It would be nice if she would come here though..